no mother every dreams that her daughter's gonna grow up to be a junkie.

OHMAN.
last semester was such an epic fail, and even though it's over, it really isn't.
it won't be until i get into college.

what they say is right.

Dissapointment > Anger

I'm Happy!

1. your first impression of me is most likely wrong.
2. i'm in my head way more than is considered normal.
3. i've had like, 5 ipods. no lie.
4. i wish i had limewire, but i'd feel really guilty.
5. i've seen every episode of boy meets world.
6. i LOVE meeting new people and making new friends.
7. i hate talking on the phone. it's awkward!
8. i'm really bad at keeping in touch.
9. i deleted my xanga!
10. i deleted my myspace, then got another one about six months later. and now i want to delete that one. :)
11. i want to help the world. not save it, not change it. HELP it.
12. i love culver city, but i need to gtfo.
13. i'm addicted to the game Vortex on my ipod.
14. i am highly sleep deprived all the time.
15. i'm developing an addiction to monster and it's really scaring me.
16. i'm trying to stop drinking soda.
17. i want to be a vegetarian, but meat is so gooooood!
18. i LOVE to travel. you cannot overestimate how much i love traveling.
19. every new semester, i say i'm going stop procrastinating and turn a new leaf, and i never do. but this year i think it might actually happen!
20. i want a mac!
21. i don't dress as cute as i'd like.
22. i'm consistently inconsistent in everything i do.
23. laughter is the best medicine
24. i can't swallow pills.
25. the future excites me to no end.

I am so sick of this by the book life everyone seems to be living!

this life I seem to be living.
I'm bored. and fed up. and done with it all.

I am ready to leave Culver City. a

i thought you of when you weren't around.

i've been waiting for this moment for months. and it's here.
and everything still sucks.

how dissapointing.
i have this really annoying tendency to build up events in my head before they occur, and then when they do they rarely live up to my expectations.

My camera is broken. so no documentation of my second to last bob2.
Driver's training sucks. So no lisence yet.

This wasn't supposed to happen like this.

Crunch Time.

Finals are coming up.

And all i can think about is BOB2 and dropping calc.
if you haven't caught on:
JUNIOR YEAR'S A BITCH.